Thursday, December 22, 2011

Self Abuse of the Food Kind

That's right, I'm doing it again. Abusing myself with food. This time instead of starvation its overrating. What wrong with me. I hate being this weight and yet still I stuff my face knowing dull well what I'm doing. Everything is in reverse. When I was hungry and thin I was happy, now when I'm full and fat I'm unhappy. Both ways are hurting me both mentally and physically.

Now I know there will be no happy ground when it comes to my weight, but come on, I'd rather be thin, ill and happy rather than fat, uncomfortable and unhappy.

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